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Raining in My Heart


Raining in My Heart

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Raining in my Heart tells the heart-warming story of three extraordinary children at the forefront of cancer research.  The decisions they make, and the risks they take with their own lives, will benefit countless children and adults affected by cancer in the future.

Sophie (12), Fabian (11) and Chloe (3) are going through an ordeal no child should have to suffer. Their lives are on the line, and their only hope of living through the challenges of the coming months is to become some of the first children in the world to go through experimental treatment at Great Ormond Street Hospital.

A diagnosis of childhood cancer is every parent’s worst nightmare, but the children’s outlook is in turns brave, funny and humbling. Their indomitable spirit shines through at even the worst of times, and Sophie’s motto of “Happy Happy Happy, Fun Fun Fun, Always Smile” typifies the attitude of these inspiring kids.

As Cassia (14) says of her little brother Fabian, who is battling high risk leukaemia, “He’s had to learn some pretty adult stuff being in hospital and going through things that none of his friends will ever understand. I think it’s made him a stronger person, definitely.”

The families of Sophie, Fabian and Chloe are putting their faith in immunotherapy, a highly experimental new line of treatment that doctors hope will one day bring an end to cancer for good.

Sensitively filmed over two years in hospital and at home, this film captures everything from the joy and excitement of the successes, to the pain and heartache when things go wrong. Filmed from the children’s perspective, we see how life is turned upside down for the children’s siblings as well, and how the likes of 8-year-old James, brother of Chloe, deals with the challenges. “My Dad said last night that children's cancers don't get much worse than what Chloe's got.

When a child has cancer, each day is very precious. Filmed over 2 years, by the BAFTA-winning Brian Woods and film-maker, Jess Stevenson, this is a story, rich in humour and hope, of young lives lived to the full in the face of a deadly disease.

The Children

Sophie is a vibrant, bubbly girl who at just 12 is fighting leukaemia for the fourth time in her life. On hearing that the disease had returned, she says philosophically, “Of course I was upset, but there’s something we can do. So do it.

With all conventional treatments exhausted, that ‘something’ is a new immunotherapy trial at Great Ormond Street, led by Professor Persis Amrolia. Sophie is due to receive special cells that have been genetically modified in a laboratory to fight her cancer. But first she must have a bone marrow transplant, and with her immune system wiped out, she must live in an isolation room for weeks on end.

Her room, decorated with One Direction posters, is the most glamorous on the ward.  Sophie’s motto, "Happy Happy Happy, Fun Fun Fun, Always Smile," her infectious laughter and her mischievous sense of fun are undiminished even when she’s confined to the same four walls in hospital. She admits it does get boring though. “I feel like a caged animal. It’s like just living in your front room for weeks.”

Fabian (11) is also on Professor Amrolia’s immunotherapy trial. He has a special name for the modified cells that he is receiving from his 14 year old sister, Cassia: Tank T cells. “The good cells fight the bad cells and destroy them,” he explains. “And as soon as they’re destroyed I won’t be ill anymore. Which is a good thing.  So I call them TT Cells, Tank T Cells… Rather a fetching name actually!

Fabian is a stoical little boy with a wicked sense of humour and a passion for Lego. He looks forward to growing up, and having a wife, and a house, and a car. His parents hope that the pioneering immunotherapy treatment he receives will make that wish a reality.

Following the infusion of the special cells, Fabian and his family face an anxious wait after a bone marrow test, to see if the leukaemia has been kept at bay.

Chloe, aged 3, has neuroblastoma, a rare and very dangerous cancer of the nervous system. By the time it was diagnosed it had already spread to her bones, and she faces a year of intensive treatment to rid her body of the disease.

First, she must undergo a long day of surgery to remove a tumour wrapped around her kidney.  As her surgeon puts it “The tumour wraps around the blood vessels like concrete around pipes, and we have to peel it away with the knife.”

Chloe then spends nearly 7 months going to and from Great Ormond Street Hospital for “high dose” chemotherapy (so strong it could kill an adult), radiotherapy and the course of immunotherapy that doctors hope will stimulate her immune system to kill off any remaining cancer cells.

It is a treatment plan that would test the resolve of any adult, but at just three, Chloe knows no different. As her Dad Richard explains, “To her it’s normal. It’s only in a few years time when she’s older we can explain to her that you’re quite special, and what you’ve been through is huge.

Chloe’s cancer has meant that her older brother James (8) has had to grow up fast too. His concern for his sister is incredibly moving. “I’m proud of her because she’s so strong.  Even stronger than me I think!

Despite the aggressive treatment, Chloe never loses her cheeky sense of humour, and it isn’t long after chemotherapy that she’s an unstoppable bundle of energy once more.  When it’s time to come off the feeding pumps she’s been attached to for weeks, her excitement is heartwarming to see. “I want to go on my bike,” she says, “I want to put trousers on. And socks.  Daddy will take me!” Soon she is racing around the hospital on her bike, keeping all the nurses on their toes.

Chloe’s sense of humour brightens even her parents’ darkest days.  The resilience of all the children is comforting to see and is summed up by Chloe when she announces to her Mum that, “I’m a bit better…  A little bit better…  I want to get better!”

Jess Stevenson & Brian Woods
Running Time:
47 mins